Tuesday, December 29, 2009

I hate it when I have to come clean

I'm feeling the Christmas let down.  Not in an emotional I'm sad that Christmas is over kind of manner but in an admission of physical exhaustation.  It's not fully attributable to Christmas (thank you Spencer) but there is a strong preponderance of evidence, legally speaking.

Adding to my physical melt down is the overabundance of high fructose corn syrup I've devoured this season and my uncanny ability to stretch my stomach.  While the office treats have been a little scimpy thanks to the economy I've made sure that my taste buds are getting their fair share of holiday cheer.  I bought every last morsel of food that has attributed to my holiday enjoyment since childhood last week at Walmart.  Every night before bed I sit down with my pot of whatever and then wonder why I'm about to explode.

So where are we going with all of this?  I don't know but I think I'm going to have to actually do something about it.  I think  know it's making me more tired and grouchy and I already puff when climbing the stairs and my kids are kicking my booty.  While in my child bearing years, well actually that was ten years ago but I still like to play young, I could rationalize that I was having babies.  Bless the babies hearts but they're not the ones holding the peanut butter cups to my head saying I'll shoot if you don't eat me.  I think I'm almost humble enough to let Corbin help me.  When I was single I had a friend R who would do weight loss games/bets with me and he could say things to me that Corbin would only dream of getting away with. Now I usually try to hide the wrapper evidence in the trash but I'm going to have to come clean if this is going to work.   So no promises but my mantra for the coming year is going to be "eat better to feel better" and to try not to poke Corbin's eye if he casually mentions that there are alot of chips in that bag. 

Monday, December 28, 2009

Merry merry

Hope your Christmas was merry.  Ours was.  How can it not be with three little munchkins in the mix?  Santa arrived with items on the list but neglected to include a Wall-E robot, which thankfully seems to be forgotten.

We have a new pet named Spike Jr.  It's a dinosaur that roars and talks and apparently is being coddled as the new family pet.  He likes fruit snacks so I'm told.

Spencer is playing himself silly on  his new slide.  Santa is so wise.

Caroline is basking in formula glory and her new little Tabbie doll from G-ma.

I've learned that Matthew looks like a doll in man style pj's and slippers, Spence is not into wrapping paper, Caroline responds to excitement and will nap only in her own bassinet and that sometimes it's not all that important to get everything "done".

I've also learned that Corbin's two married nieces are both expecting which makes me feel even older but gives my kids someone to play with.

And most importantly, we've learned to be so thankful for what we have and for the baby Jesus who taught us how to love.

Thursday, December 24, 2009

God Bless Us Every One

Tonight Matthew wanted to know if he could say a special prayer for Santa.  He went over and kneeled at the piano bench.  He asked for Santa to be safe and to enjoy his ride.  I almost felt guilty for not coming clean but in his mind God and Santa and easily coexist.  Merry Christmas to all.

Days to Go. . . 1.

The countdown til Christmas is painful.  I remember it as a child and it doesn't seem much has changed.  Excitement, anxiety, tension, enthusiasm, and restlessness all seem to peak as polar opposite emotions simultaneously ride the emotional wave .  Thankfully we are down to T-1.  A call from Santa's chief elf at the North Pole buzzed through other day as the boys duked it out but Matthew promptly declared that he wasn't speaking and handed the phone to Corbin.  He later quizzed me about whether it was really his elf and if so how could he see from the North Pole if he was just human.  Please go with the system for a little longer.

The superhero capes never got done.  There are more holidays down the road.  Mommy is trying to keep some resemblence of sanity amidst the chaos although I'm not thoroughly convinced it's working very well; however, I did have enough wits about me to ditch the capes.

Last night we went to Temple Square to see the lights amidst the crowds and lightly falling snow.  I am always amazed by how many lights they can actually put on one tree.  Those trees hold the best light magic I've ever witnessed.  Every single branch every single twig.  They don't cut corners with net lighting the way we do and they even hide their connections. 

On tap today we have sugar cookie baking, welcoming Frosty to the world with our freshly endowed coating, and a little eggnog for Daddy.  It isn't spiked but he probably wished it were.  I have a few new DVDs in my back pocket should things get out of hand and need to restore order.  I hadn't really planned to get up this early today but since the babies were both up and then back down simultaneously I figured I might as well get started on our jolly holiday.  The best part will be this evening when they act out the Christmas story (can't wait to see Matthew's costume but I'm sure that whatever he comes up with will include a golf club), read and tell childhood stories and "nuggle" as Spence likes to say.  It will all come full circle as visions of sugar plums dance in their angelic heads and Santa gathers up and wraps the last of the gifts.  Then I will sit back and enjoy some of Grandma Engle's holiday cookie cheer in the warmth of the night.

Wednesday, December 16, 2009

I'm Officially Sucked In


I just ordered a superhero cape pattern on Etsy for $5.75.  They will send it to me in PDF form within 24 hours.  (Actually it just arrived within 5 minutes in case I want to get cracking.   There's some clicking and some passwords involved in the accessing but I think I can do it if I read the instructions carefully.  This is a high tech adventure for an old fashioned hobby.)

Patterns have come a long way--apparently. 

I'm not quite sure what to do with the pieces that are bigger than an 8 1/2 x 11 when I print it but I'm sure that's been addressed in the sales price.

It looks like the construction of two fine superhero capes have made their way onto my holiday to do list. I really have enough to do but I'm in love with two superheroes so what's a mother to do when she watches her offspring jump around with a single sheet of paper taped to the back?  Looks like I'll have a few late nights with my Brother (sewing machine).

Holiday Lights


Tonight Corbin had some things to handle so the kids and I boarded the mini and headed south to the Thanksgiving Point Light Display.  It consistently debazzles us each year as we drive through gazing at a million twinkling lights.  Clark Griswold would have been proud.  What is it that makes the miniature light so magical?

As we were entering the gate there was a sign with the prices and Matthew asked how much it cost to get in.  I told him $8 to which he replied "That's alot of dollars.  We will have to walk through!"  A boy after my own heart.  The drive was worth it and held the kids captivited.  Matthew commented a few times that this was the best Christmas ever and Spencer let out a bellow when he saw a "ball ball."  At the end of the display several large Christmas scenes were featured with accompanying signs.  They loved the full sized plastic manger scene at the end.

Tonight when Matthew was saying his bedtime prayers, he thanked Heavenly Father for sending the best Christmas present ever--the baby Jesus born on Christmas day.  It was so sweet I wanted to cry.  He is such a sensitive child and I love the tender side of him.

We rounded out the night with a candy cane shake from Artic Circle.  It doesn't really get any better than that.  Except for the moment that I stood outside the house tonight after readjusting the illuminated twig reindeer (with full motion head) for the one thousandth time and gazed at the twinkling exterior lights as the tree stood proudly in the front window and it was beautiful.  I feel truly blessed.

Monday, December 7, 2009

It's Begininning to Look Alot Like Christmas

The past month has pretty much been a blur.  I've shared many a late night with the garage and many a mile on the road.  I've put grid wall up and I've taken grid wall down.  I've fabric fastenered (I think that's a real word) until the cows came home.  But now I am about done.  Whew.   We had a nice little quiet book run with increased traffic on our website so I guess I would consider the shopping season a relatively good success.  Now, a chance to turn my thoughts to my own Christmas.

Matthew has been chomping at the bit to put up the decorations.  He's my little decorating director.  I love his enthusiasm about holidays.  Oh to be a kid again.  On Saturday Corbin climbed up the ladder to retrieve that artificial sentiment of Christmas and place it squarely in outside view.  I put on my safest climbing slip ons and ventured into the realms of attic glory.  I do that job because I generally know box contents and how much energy I really have to place trinkets of holiday joy.  Some of the possessions didn't make the cut this year and are destined for another year in cold storage.  Others made their way down to travel off with the MS drive pick up tomorrow.  (I find that I sometimes tend to purchase things at the Target 75% off sale that I never really intend to use but they are such a good deal that I must get them just in the event that my life's needs change and heaven forbid I actually have to pay full price.  Really I can have four times as much for the same price and then generously share my superfolous items with the MS Friends drive.)

Well anyway, Caroline was a sleeping rock star and slumbered through the whole set up--which honestly is exactly what I had hoped for.  Chasing the other two muchkins is enough when there are ladders and sparkly things involved.  After the pre-lit miracle was in place we set to ornamenting it in grand fashion.  Apparently my Costco wired ribbon on the top left a void in Matthew's holiday cheer as he expected a star.  We put on a Christmas CD and all was right with the world.  Mother Nature even blessed us with a a few flurries for affect.  I reminisced a little about some of the ornaments and the kids continued to place most ornaments on the same branch.  Thankfully those wire branches are kid proof.  We were all having a jolly time of togetherness.  Matthew even commented on what a good day it was being with this family.  (At his delicate age in life we are never quite sure if we will be praised as the best mom and dad or worst on the plantet--but I guess it all goes with the territory)

Then it struck--the tired, hungries, and we've had enoughs.  In true form, Spencer was throwing or pushing anything he could touch.  Matthew had his little ornaments he had chosen to decorate his room tree sitting on a stool and Spencer sent Matthew's miniature snow globe ornament bearing his name crashing to the floor.  The little glass globe with the dropper amount of water spewed forth its glitter and that was the end of the holiday cheer.  It was time for naps and lunch.

Yesterday we made little reindeer cup cakes as featured on the cup cake calendar that proudly graces the refrigerator which was purchased last holiday season at Michaels's for $1.  I guess it's kind of like the Jelly of the Month club but with cupcakes.  They did turn out pretty cute I have to admit.

Tonight in Family Night we are going to talk about helping others and pick a few people we can do something nice for during December.  I don't have grand expectations given my crowd but I'm hoping that every little bit plants a seed.  We'll keep it pretty simple and I suspect that it will mostly involve giving cookies or some such thing to the neighborhood folk and most likely Norma--a neighbor widow and the the kids favorite susbtitute grandmother.  Even Spencer thinks she is the cat's meow because she has toys. 

Overall, we are looking forward to a happy holiday.  We've got a few family activities on the list such as Zoo Lights, Lights at Thanksgiving Point and Temple Square.  We went to Festival of  Trees last week and saw the gorgeously decorated trees.  They are sold off for a charity fundraiser for Primary Children's Hospital and Matthew wanted to know if we could buy one.  Sadly--no.  The gingerbread houses were sure cute and the favorite was the "UP" house.  It made me think of my dear friend Margaret who is the gingerbread house master and taught me everything I know about gingerbreadhouse building.  She's spending the holidays in Hong Kong.  Do they make little gingerbread pagodas or something over there?  That would be cool.

Only 18 more days and let's hope that the scuddlebuts over the chocolate advent calendar are at an all time low.

Tuesday, December 1, 2009

And this is why I spend a gazillion hours on quiet books. . . the thrill of building a small business. . .it seems to run in the family

Yay!! That is so fantastic. We are thrilled! Could we have the Zoo ABC book?

I don't know if you remember us from the Christmas Gift show (we are the crazy people who are obsessed with your products); but we gave our 2 year old the mix and match animal parts book a little early, and he adores it. Your products are just fantastic. If you ever need a testimonial or something for your website, let us know. We'd be more than happy to write one :)

Katie

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From: mygrowingseason@mygrowingseason.com

To: starshine155@hotmail.com

Subject: Yay! You're the November Giveaway Winner!

Date: Tue, 1 Dec 2009 09:27:59 -0700

Hi Katie,

Congratulations! You are the random winner of the November quiet book giveaway. You can pick any item (it doesn't have to be a book) on the site and I'll mail it to you. Just let me know what you want.

Thanks,
Michele
My Growing Season